Saturday, November 03, 2007 5:19 AM
Current Date: 2 November 2007
Current Time: 1722
Before i start anything.. Side note: Happy birthday kor and ber...
Just came back from lessons and i'm super irritated with what has been happening today.
1) When i woke up and was sufing the net, the page took freaking hell to load.
2) Checked my account balance and found out that my check didnt go through.
3) Got freaking idiotic marks for assignment.
4) The guys are going tampa beach next week and my fiances are tight.
5) Came back and checked my pay. Idiotic pathetic pay this week though i work like shit cox of the rental deduction.
6) Found out that my check didnt went through because i submitted an empty envelope and threw the one with the check away.
Look at this.. How dumb can i be... Really a FREAKING ASSHOLE!
I'm seriously getting back to my old mood. The freaking irritating girl who gets irritated by almost everything. Scream shout and scold for all you guys want. I need to be back to the way i was before i came.
Sometimes i do hate myself. Why am i here? Why am i like this all the time. Why bring me to this world in the first place. Give me a while, leave me alone. Its time to reflect on what the hell i have been doing for the past few bloody years of my life. What more can i do? Kill myself? If i do that, i'll be the stupidest person on this earth.
~ Bless me, bless us..
